Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Sex and Video Games - DivineCaroline

I got back together with an old flame and immediately became too emotionally and physically invested in the relationship. He called me out of the blue, said he wanted to talk and then came to visit me. I felt like I was in a dream. He told me every line in the book, he had made a mistake, he missed me, he was ready for a girlfriend, etc. I bought it hook, line, and sinker. I believed that this was my second chance to be with a man I had previously loved. Immediately we made plans to visit each other since we were now in different cities. We quickly became sexual and we spent several weekends together.

One weekend, the last weekend of our relationship, we had come back to his place after a fun night out. Everything that night had been perfect?great food, great conversation, I was feeling very good about the way things were going. We then had amazing sex.

As soon as he could climb off of me, he logged on to his computer to play video games. No cuddling, no pillowing talk, no falling asleep together. I pretended not to mind and began reading a book to pass the time. After an hour or so I asked him to come to bed, being tired and really wanting to sleep. After refusing my request, he continued to play video games as I drifted off to sleep.

The next day I tried to communicate the fact that I was upset that he ignored me immediately after sharing such an intimate moment. Obviously I wasn?t expecting Prince Charming to declare his love for me and be moved to tears after the act?we had engaged in this activity before?but I was looking for a little comfort after a ?special? time together. He was confused by my reaction, thinking he had acted normally, and then acted awkwardly for the duration of the weekend.

After that weekend we never saw each other again. Communication between us became sparse and eventually we stopped talking to each other. The relationship had ended?again. I was disappointed in myself for falling for his lines and giving him exactly what he wanted: sex. I even drove for two hours and gave it to him on a silver platter. After cutting my losses, I have found myself in a new relationship with a wonderful man who also plays video games.

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